The Rhapsody

I have seen love escape out of my hands, before
Like a captive bird long awaiting the tilt of the door
And it seems that it's all I withhold keeps you coming for more
That it's all I don't tell
Keeps you under the spell

Won't you stay a while and comfort me
Relieve me of my sanity
Make me part of a greater totality
I'd surrender it all for a fantasy

Darling kiss me again I will try to pretend that I'm with you
But my heart is on hold resisting it's ache to sink with you
If you master the word then you know of it's longing to trick you And then it's all I don't tell
That keeps you under the spell

I was warned of the search of sagacity
of desolating my destiny
of becoming a victim of vanity
But I'm still in love with the rhapsody

I tried Valium and Ecstasy
None of which have set me free
I tried Sigmund Freudian therapy
and it seemed to get the best of me
I tried the arms of strong men you see
none of whom have rescued me
and I tried and tried just to let it be
but I do not have the capacity
Cause I have seen love escape out of my hands, before...

Kira and the kindred spirits - the rhapsody

Hablas español?

English
I am in Bolivia now with my cousin Carol, she is the best, we laugh so hard and have so much fun.
We will go back to Brazil tomorrow, Andrey is coming tonight or tomorrow morning!
I miss my family so much, and I can`t hardly wait to go back!!!
Tomorrow I will send some pics in here and in the fotolog!

Sofy I miss you!

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Portugues
Estou na Bolivia com minha prima Carol, ela eh a melhor, agente ri muito de dar dor de barriga, mas agente se diverte.
Agente volta pro Brasil amanha, o Andrey vem pra ca ou hoje ou amanha!
Estou com muita saudade da minha familia a mal posso esperar pra volta!!!
Amanha eu coloco umas fotos aki e no fotolog!

:)
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Español
Estoy en Bolivia con mi prima Carol, ella es la mejor. Nos reimos tanto y nos lo pasamos tan bien...
Regresaremos a Brasil mañana ¡Andrey viene esta noche o mañana por la mañana!
Echo muchísimo de menos a mi familia y apenas puedo esperar para volver
Mañana subiré algunas fotos aquí y al fotoblog.
Gracias Sonia, la mejor española de mi vida

Deciding the future!

Sitting here in fron the computer I am wondering, why did I choose Jornalism?
Yes i do like to write and read, but it is reasons enough? Why some people always have in mind what they want to do in lifetime? I am 21 and I am not so sure of what I really want to do in my life but there´s one thing I hate, to be in doubt!
Decide the furute is too much resposability and I am not ready for this, but I do have to decide it now!
I shouldn´t take my life so seriously but i don´t know how, I shouldn´t take myself so seriously as well!
The only thing I don´t want to is to regard!

Don´t bother

I am tired of my "friends", they are anooying, don´t respect me at all, so this is it, I will avoid them, cause I know this is what would they do.

Don't let me be the last to know

I'm afraid of loosing one of most precious things in my life and I'm not the only one.
Mr.D. for example fght against the reality pretending that The Blue Princess already belongs to him and I pretend to myself that my Sunshine, shines just for me.
Face the reality is painfull sometimes, cause I really like him, but lose something I've never had is even worst.
I said the importance of being part of you, not it's up to you.
But in the end we don't know anything about tomorrow, but the words, promises and wishes make me wonder, if Will You Marry Me?

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I don't want to be chosen I rather choose.
I don't want anyone else to love me, just the one I love!