Touching the stars

I pack my bags, comb my hair, dress up my best outfit and sit on the grass just waiting, my ticket is in my hand and a big smile upon my face.
Outter space is where I am going, the pilot says is warm there, I took a scrap-book and my favorite blue pen, to share with earth residents about the wonderfull diferent point of view from the space.
The pilot said I won't miss my family and friends, he says in the blue moon I can see them all, from outer space is easy to see the earth, from my star is easy to see my favorite people.
Every once in a while I can send them letters, to tell about living there, I also can send an invitation to a brunch, I am talking with me my marvellous pink dress, I need to be elegant, cause the stars are elegant, gracious and charming, and I can't disappoint any of my guests.
A good music is nice too, we can listen to some classical music, I've heard the stars like to dance and bright listening some great songs, I know Sonia would appreciate some jazz either.
My friends can aslo stay for the night, we can fly away to other planets and see the sunset.
Live there must be amazing, and I can't hardly wait to the pilot to take me there.
Comets always bring a new breeze and some space shuttle bring a smile of astronaut and visitors, my friends can be there with me forever, there's space enough for us in my planet, there's space enough for us in outter space.

To Sofy the one who taught me to see the stars in a different way, and showed me how to fly away to outter space.

The white peace of paper is killing me

It's cold, the winter is here, grey cloud fulfilling the sky and the cold wind that makes me feel exactly where I wish I was
.My mind is empty but at the same time runing fast in thoughts wishs and sadness.
The stars are shining above me, my heart is drifting in despair, I am arrested in my own land craving for a escaped, I need a change.I feel like wasting my time, wasting my days and I am tired, I don't want to be here anymore.I am feeling empty I have nothing to say, I don't know what to write and I hate it, I feel like I am not myself when the paper is white and the pen is dead in my table, I feel lost, I am lost.
I am just waiting for the sunset, I am just waiting...

It's cold, the winter is here, grey cloud fulfilling the sky and the cold wind that makes me feel exactly where I wish I was
.My mind is empty but at the same time runing fast in thoughts wishs and sadness.
The stars are shining above me, my heart is drifting in despair, I am arrested in my own land craving for a escaped, I need a change.I feel like wasting my time, wasting my days and I am tired, I don't want to be here anymore.I am feeling empty I have nothing to say, I don't know what to write and I hate it, I feel like I am not myself when the paper is white and the pen is dead in my table, I feel lost, I am lost.
I am just waiting for the sunset, I am just waiting...

Me, myself and I

This weekend was a very nice weekend, I spend hours watching movies, the pay per view was available for free on Tv, so I have the weekend I was needing.
I was longing for some time out of reality, enjoing myself, hours and hours without think about problems or something like that, just seting mysefl free, and now I am feeling much more alive than ever.
I was into my private world, dreaming, wishing, hoping, waiting, imaginating... well living my own privacy, alone, just me and me.
I watched 12 movies, in 3 days, so cool, scary movies are my favorites, but Garden State was a conforting movie to my troubled mind, but it was such amazing time, I could stress out, I could relax.
Today I am feeling numb, I am feeling kind of passionated, there´s a quite smoothness in my heart that I don't know how to explain, I could do something today that I can even imagine i guess...
Anyway, this is it, nothing else happent, nothing new to say, just a numb heart and a happy mind!