The Night! (is over)

...

Its just me and you, doubts and wish

I've tried but it makes no diference how hard it was, no results were found.
I dont want to be with you just like this and you dont want more than this, so its time to give time to time.
Right now I'm still numb for the way you love me and for the words you said, I know we are in diferente places right now, but I still thought we could find to us.
Once again I wish things was diferent, but as I know I cant control anything as i wish i could, cause its real world, there is no magic wand or curses, but its ok, sooner or later you will be so yesterday, or we can see each other once again...

The worst of going out with someone else is the very begining, but this is how life is suposed to be.



Muse - starlight

The start

http://sieluni.blogspot.com/2007_04_01_archive.html

A confession

Its getting dificicult for me to be patient with him cause he's always so busy, and after anyone turn to me and say, this is male excuse when they are trying to dump us, let me say, before I go to Brasilia he said its not any excuse, he was actually busy, but now i am getting tired to wait.

Are you wondering, why do I believe in him, well cause I like him, and this is what we fool girls do, but somehow i make my life move, i still flirt cause I am a human being and I am tired of being alone.
I am not desperate, but if he cant find time for us, I can find someone who can, and this is something I really can do.

I do like him a lot, and I really mean this, but as I said before I am tired of being alone, and I know i am not asking to much, cause I only have saturday night and sunday avaliable, so where the reck is him when i most need?

Am I asking to much? Should I give us a new chance?
Am I being selfish? Am I complicating things?^
If someone find the answer, let me know...

Speaking my heart

He is so busy with all his wishes that finally came true after so long time, that I dont know what will happen to us.
He is lovely, and he knows some of my deppest secrets, and I think that he doesnt even know, maybe because I didnt say, maybe because I didnt show.
All I know is that I wish the kiss turn to something in the heart, but i dont really know, but I really hope.

Everytime you're in my head, and all those moments comes and goes, the song dont goes out of my mind, and even if I dont believe in magic, when you are with me it seens like magic, its hard not to give in, I feel lost, but found in your arms, It's hard to tell where you end and I begin.

You dont own my heart, just because I dont know if you deserve such thing, but deep inside, I wish you could be more than just a friend, I like you voice, and atitude, I apreciate your touch and all you stanima, you could fit in prince charming position if I believed in fairy tales.

I've become a bit sentimental, maybe after all i have been through or maybe its just a part of me I have forget for sometime while I was chasing dreams and changes.

...i dont know.

Notes from the heart

I dont know if its the fact I am all alone in another city, hating everything I can makes me a lonely heart nowadays.
Maybe is just because I have noone to count oh now that I am here in brasilia, but seriously there is something going on in my heart, I miss him a lot, sometimes i catch myself looking through my mind reminding old and good moments we have together.
Even if we dont stick together, he knows he is special, and I like being around him.

The way he looks at me, the sound of his voice, the smell, the taste, the kiss, the touch of his hands, well everything.

I hope I go back home soon, cause besides my family and friends I miss him!