Dreaming back again

I've lost my dream somewhere between the new air of an old town and the songs I haven't heard for a week, it was when I thought I could consent to live this life once again, I wasn't dreaming at all, I was living like everybody else around me, following the leads destiny has give, looking for serene days in the middle of this jungle, blind for good.Now that I am back to my own bed I can see how vulnerable I was, denying my dreams and closing my eyes to all the walls I had built, ilusions, destructions, lies and my broken heart.I can't give up right now, I know I am good enough for this, now is time to renew my plans, time to look forward and forget about sins and disillusion.I still have clear in my eyes his blue eyes and a lovely smile, my friends that I know I can count on, the voice in my ear and the spiritual release to live with no fear.I am dreaming back again and I am planing once more, packing my bags to sail away, far too long where I know I can forget about the worst I've lived and for a new begining.