Yesterday i sent a email to Martin and the emails got returned... nice...
He is gone now... I hope it's forever, but I hate stories with this kind of end... I don't know if he was a real person or just a dream... and if he was a dream, he was somekind of nightmare.
Whatever, I will work myself to stop care... I need to, I have to think a little more about me, fuck everybody else, fuck the world!
I also don't want to make friends, I already have enough, I have all the special friend I could, they are enough for a lifetime.
I am tired of selfish people just hanging around cause i am too slow and too nice... i will not be as nice as i was... I will point all the things I hate about them without even care, heartless, rude and tough! and I meant it!
And now he is gone and lots of useless friends will be gone too, no more hours of stupid stories, no more excuses, no more emtpy smiles and fake happiness.
I have the perfect friends that I know I can count on, people I don't need to beg for attention, people that start a conversation, friends who really want to know how I am.
Sometimes is better to be alone, and this is how it will be from now on, I am really tired of all this.
He is gone forver, you are gone, and there's no more "WE", now it's just me, and my friend know they are special, cause I am always around and I will always be, they know where to find me.
So now, he is gone!
3 comments:
After all, the road goes on although he is gone. It may be that he was just a dream but it doesn't really matter, new people will come and pass through your life and the most special people will always stay.
I am tired of my "friends" too. I haven't met any of them for some months. Sometimes, some of them, still send me an email or call asking how am i? Is everything ok? But that happens more and more seldom. It's my own fault because i don't even answer their messages but i don't feel them as real friends. Real friends are those who i would be happy to see and be with them. But i can't feel it with my so called friends here and now.
Well. That's probably the same you feel. So just letting you know you aren't the only one! Sometimes it helps a lot to know this.
Oh and Johanna Öst is really a great artist!!
Gostei...
mesmo sem entende quase nada...
kkkkkkkkk
meu beijo Mary!
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