The sun rise in the horizon!

I opened my eyes and I can see the sun.. shining shy, everything looks yellow like gold, and I can smell the fresh air of a new day, I am covered by my blankets, warm and safe, my socks on my feet shows me I am still the same, even if life seems to be worst than ever, outside I cannot see any problem, I cannot see anything wrong, maybe is just the sun shinning and covering the shadows of misery and weakness, but I just can feel asafe here.
Your photo is still in the portrait and the letter still on the table, some white papers and colorfull pens shows me I need to slowdown, focus in a song and let my thoughts get out for a freedom world.
I also need to sing out loud, sing my lungs out, take a deep breath and open my eyes... meditation?? yes i do...
Me, my bed, my favorite songs, and a peace of paper, that always take the sorrow away from me, they can wound the scars, they can heal my soul. I know right now I need some more, but meanwhile I will enjoy the view, the view that is right in front of me.
I know I have lots of things to fix, I know I need make some plans for the day, but why should I care right now?
this moment will pass away, the troubles are the same now, in one hours, next morning, but this special time, the now, is now....
If the phone ring I can miss the call, if the door bell rings, the postman will drop the letter in the box, If my mom ask me something I can do later, but the morning fresh air inside my pours, no.. I can't turn my face and just walk away. I can't lose it now.