I want the 90s back, when I have nothing but my life to live, I have the amaizng love songs from boy bands that I used to dream about, posters on the wall, lots of diferent pop cds of songs I can sing by my heart, the cute and older guy from the 8th grade that me and my friends use to talk about lower in the middle of the class, lunch with my girls and all the teenagers of the school, flirting and smiling between juice and biology class.
My heart beating fast when my best friend was talking to the guy I was flirting for weeks, asking him if I had any chance with him, two steps of a heart attach when she said he wanted to hook up with me after the school which was a eternity to end, and dying when we met in the school wall, it used to be the best kiss everytime cause the guy of the moment always was a real special guy till the day he was kissing other girl.
Afternoon in the school square afters skip classes to talk or go back home, spend hours on the phone chating with friends about boy bands and our really conplicated life, when I wanted to have a piercing and a tattoo, but mom doesn't allowed till I get 18.When I felt in love thousand times and got my heart broken other million more but I always had great friend around and a new love song to cry with, beside the other boys to love in the following weeks.
Feel so empty when there was a new cd released and my mom promised to give it to me in my birthday or christmas, whole afternoon listening a new cd, or wacthing the same new video in the VCR, dancing the same Britney Spears moves for hours and hours like it was the most important thing in the world, I also remember begging to my mom for a satellite tv to watch the spanish mtv and pledgeding mysefl to behave and study for good marks at school, hours translating english songs and studying it in my room.
Vacations in my aunts house, laughing till we lose or breath, playing with our barbies, talking till 3am, watching scary movies at night, Time in my life when I didn't have worry about any career cause I was just a teenager and I was living just a life I wanted to live, when I didn't have to care about anything just my "big" private problems.
For to be honest If I could I would go back to that years, the 90's between my 13's and 16's when the problem of the world was a problem of the world and I was too busy taking care of my own troubles and learning by heart all the new N'sync's new album lyrics.
Good times I miss, good times I can see sparking right in front of me, good times I wish I could live again, good times I wish to never end.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
In the corner of the 90's
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I love those magic moments too... I love 90's and also 80's. I've lived every moment you describe in your post, and i remember them from time to time. I would like to go back too, there were so much happiness and beautiful days there...
But I'm sad again these days. I have just told about a terrible illness of a beloved friend. I shared long nights of laughters with him ... i wish i can do it again. Life is stupid...
See you dear, take good care of you.
Sonia
Aaah teenager life. One of the funniest and strangest things we walk through. When it comes we are angsty and messed up but when its over all we want is to live one another day like those ones.
Well i am still a teenager but i havent had that kind of moments.
Just a couple of :/
Now the internet works at my fathers but i ll answer your email later because one friend is coming to visite. I dont know yet how long i ll be here, Kati and her friends are asking me to stay for longer time but i feel like going home. Im safe there, haha.
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