Just couple weeks and I am gone

Unfortunally I realized now that au pair in brazil has not the same value than in Europe or U.S. this is whyI give up being one in my land.
Its sad that I feel so much descriminated in my own land, this is so unfair, the families dont see your value and they do not respect, cause take care of a new born baby is not an easy task, it requires lots of attention, care, hability and loads of love and after give a lot of me hear what i have heard kills all the afecttion I could ever create for this family I have planned to live with for one year, but those 365 days become 30 days only.

I know i can have it so much better cause I deserve it better.
I am going back home in couple weeks for good, with my heart full of hopes and good experiences to share when it comes to taking care of a new born baby.

Not what I expected

Nothing was like I expected and not that i am asking too much.

All I can say is that I finally decided to do my nursery course and go back home soon.