Two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes, the way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's ok
I'm finally now believing

Maybe it's true that I can't live without you
Well maybe two is better than one
There's so much time to figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure out with all is said and done
And two is better than one
......
Two is better than one

Stop my head!

I know I need to stop my head and put out all my thoughts, fears and self conflits on the paper to do not have they walking by my side, but I feel so lady for this.
I feel like I need to stop in a silent place and make all the waves of thoughts come to the shore so I can drawn it on the sand, maybe I can build a castle or just a little house.
I only know I miss somethings, somebody, some feelings, some moments, some affection and sometimes it seems I'm not going to find it and so on I'll not find myself in paper and pen in hand writting about all the things of inside of me.

Give me the silence, give me the moment and I will successed!



Hanson - Blue Sky

I'm done!

I'm so tired of it all, cause it's always the same.

I can't handle it anymore and it's not the first or the second time I said it.
Lately I've been strong enough to deal with my problems and the criticizes but when they do it because of me with someone I love, it kills me deep inside.

He is the only one who ever understood me in the middle of this mess...

The only thing I want now it to be somewhere else in this world cause I am too tired to keep living this life, I don't want to wait anymore, I don't want to listen to them anymore...

I wish heaven takes me to a place where I only can see the clear water and the green grass and loneliness never sees me again.

Can someone hear me?!

Where is your heart?

I need somebody with a human touch!

No matter what you say it's always the same for me, all your words seems so meaningless and I don't see anything at all besides your empty words, and I swear I'm always trying hard to see through yourself but I can't.

No matter what you say, I need more than words, cause I don't see any interesting inside of you, well I can't see anything inside of you and it kills me cause I need much more, but I know that I have to go out and look in somewhere else for the missing piece.

I'm tired of trying, waiting and wanting...

Jai perdu mes repères
Je nage en eau trouble
Emmène-moi aussi loin que possible
Les paysages défilent et la brume se dissipe
Grâce à toi à nouveau je respire

two thousand and ten expectations!

This is exactly what I have for this new year that stands just in front of me right now. I have to admite that last year was hard, I spent a really long time of meaningless times, trying to find my own peace of mine, but also have had amazing moments of joy and happines with a special guest in my real life.

I was expecting something to chance even if I wasn't believing in it. But at the end of all my unfaithfull journey I found muself into a new life.
Now I see the diference between yesterday and today.

And today is a better day, I can see shinnig light upon the sky, I can see changes ahead and two thousand and ten expectations.