I'm tired, but I can wait!

My mom is driving me crazy, she started all back again, annoying me for nothing, and now I only have a glimpse of calm cause I feel like some change, and I am trying to keep myself sane only for this.
I have been throught lots of things lately, I met a special guy, and I got my heartbroken, I cried for him, but I stood up, I thought I have found the real love, now he is gone.
I found some good thing and bad too, and I think its enough for me.
I am discovering myself, I am loving all the changes but as always I have only lived and learnt everything on my own.

And I got used to it, I dont need anyone on my back looking after me (but if is a really guy, he can look after me!), if I want anything I have to go on my own, and I like it better. If I want to go or come, its only up to me and it made me stronger, even if sometimes the only thing I want is ride myself from the world.

I will get over it all, and I feel some change, I am looking forward for it.

A girl's heart

I dont regret the end and I dont even want to come back to him but I know how I commited to that relationship , I put my heart and energy and soul on it.

But in the end I moved on, moved along to another stage of my life, all the moments we had was just amazing and I'm glad for the difference you made in my life, and I only have to thanks you for the new shine you brought to my life.

Nobody will evey loves you the way I did, and dedicate all the infatuation I did to you, but I am sorry but you had your chance!

One day after the other.

Sat on my bed listening to a song and watching my life at my window, I can see that things ca cahnge ina blink of an eye.
Somethings seems to be eternal and you think you have found what you were looking for, till you realize its over.
I am not the kind of person who regret things of the past, but I wont feel sorry for the end, it was good while it last and I've learnt a lot in the past 5 months
I've grown up, I feel kind free, I'm not bounded to old values that I created to myself, now I deffinaly can do anything I want.

In my life things use to happen just in the right time, not after, nor before, always in the right time, and I know how all those changes acctually has changed me, I am still romantic and such a dreamer but I have my feet on the grownd and In the inseide Iam moving forward to another special moment of my life, and I am changing for good!

No good for me

The Corrs-

No Good For Me

I see a home in a quiet place
I see myself in a strong embrace
And I feel protection from the human race
It's not parental

But it's a fantasy, not a reality
And it's no good, no, no good for me, you have no idea

That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me

You have a home You have a home, in a quiet place
And someone else feels your strong embrace
She is protected and she needs no chase
And do you love her???

You're a mystery, you are the heart of intrigue
You're no good no no good for me
You have no idea
That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me
No it's no good for me, no good for me
It's a make-believe, you have no idea

That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move close to me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me
Through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside to me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me

Fade Out