Life!

I can hear the wishper inside of me

I miss lots of things, things i used to have and things i never had.

I miss lots of people, the ones i uesd to hear, the ones whom listen to me.

I feel lonely in this big road called life, sometimes i am lost, sometimes I feel strong, I am confused, I am hopeless, I want to go, I want to sit and wait, I want to try, I want to write but I cant find the corner of my thoughts, I cant find the goldem box where I used to hide me.

Maybe I have became a oyster with such hard shell.

I dont want to be like those cold people who get locked in the shell afraid of seeing the world, only complaining about the world, and their boring lifes, but sometimes i find myself lied in the sofa stucked in the thousand thoughts that goes up and down in my head, plans, wishes and dreams and i am still there, lied like I was dead.

You don't know me

Do you know who is your friend?

Do you know who you can really trust?

Look who is alone now, it's not me, it's not me

Take your vain personality away from me.

You think you know it all, but you dont.

Take your perfect person away from me.

I hate your stupid jokes about MY feelings.

You think you know me and you thought I was lying to give some different impression of me, but you only believed in the dream you created on your own, cause I am not part of anything of this.

You became entangled in contradictions when you talk about feelings and trust, cause in the inside you don't even know yourself.

I'm different of what you think and my life dont revolves around you and it never does, cause I dont know you and now I dont want to.

Take your life and live it, try to look inside and figure why you are so lonely and life is so boring and stop creating fantasies you are the only who believes.

He is the one

Ii's funny the conection you can have with someone, I dont need to say a word cause he can understand me.
Only a look into the other's eye and everything has been said, and that exaclty what I feel for him.
We can chat a bunch, we laugh together, I cant be mad at him for more than 2 minuts and half, he speaks his heart to me and I do the same, I miss him a lot when he is not around, and I want to have him every single second next to me whenever I can, he can see right through me.
We share thoughts, we share hobbies, we play together and I dont know what would I do without him, and he will be the person I will miss the most when I move from here.
He is and always will be the most important person in my life, cause I love him more than I love anyone else and even more than I have ever loved.
I would give my life for him and I can see a whole diferent meaning in my life since he came into it.
The love I have for him is more than any other love I have had and he knows it cause I do anything and everything for him since always, but the most funny thing is that he is only 11 years old!
Little big brother, I love you!