Thursday, May 17, 2012

The cold inside


This is me back again, after thousand time.
I know you would say that I'm back 'cause there is probably something wrong going on, and I would agree, cause I'm here back again cause I'm feeling myself tired and sad again.
No I didn't forget about it while I've been gone, but I've been lazy for doing it, but many times I did want to come here and say what was in my heart.
But maybe this is what kept me away for so long... maybe I'm heartless.
Maybe I do not have a heart anymore cause for a really long time, even after I've lost myself in this world I don't like at all, I wasn't feeling my heart beating as warm as it used to be, and I don't even know if it acctually happent or if it was only a dream.

Sad but true, I'm here to say that I've been missing it, but sometimes words come from the heart and since I do not have a heart anymore, maybe words are just empty lines of bull**t.